good god its 330am already on a 31st. SO hard to sleep at night now days. Eyes sleepy,body tired but somehow sleep escapes me. Tengah dok layan Footloose tadi on astro. I was so young when i watched it the 1st time. After watching it again, well one thing is for sure.Kevin Bacon cant dance..LOL. Within the FCBK space:its tik tok tik tok. everyone wondering why.
2010, i turn 40 babe. 30 years ago, on 31st Dec if u had asked me what will happen in 10 years, there was no way i could predict this. As i am typing this, iddraqi is sleeping beside me, ya he prefers the mattress on the floor and its been a hot night. I am tired of whining and playing the same tune. Just want to say that i wish my brothers were here, you never know what you miss untill its gone. so many things to do so little time. I have always had this gut feeling that i wont live long, little did i know that at the age of 40, i would outlive my brothers and be an only child. HAH! we use to joke so much about this in the old days, Zaki being the number one choice. hahahahah
New years is around the corner, usually pretty hectic coz my moms and toklid birthday and of course not forgetting resolutions, for 2010? hmmmm
- Get Kierra Back
- Get the Famliy back together again
- Closer to God
- Focus and Focus
- Makes tons of Money (so can retire early)
- Unite the cousins and guide them
- Bring up Genx group and crown the new KIng of the clan..
So many things, for years i didnt see, that although i may have lost my brothers but within the cousins are brothers and sisters that i can count on, for that, thanks 2009. i thik since Zaki passed, i have never fully recovered but i am now, i guess it takes a GREAT tragedy to wake me up and now i am awake. Psimaster is back. The Don is in the house, let the journey begin. As i go tik tok tik tok, i hope that when i pass, if i can achieve 15% of the legacy of my father, i will go a happy man. If i can bring my children to be as their uncles and aunties (my cousins) in heart, thinking, loyalty, adat and most importantly the SHAHAB spirit than i would considered job done. You can find wealth, you can find wife (or husband) but you cant find family, family finds you, you cannot choose nor can you reject. Your were so right lid, so many years ago
"No Man Is An Island" Tik Tok Tik Tok...
