22 days into the year and things are moving and moving and moving. Iddraqi has finally come out of his shell, no more in a world of his own but rather becoming more towards himself. I guess mom did a great job in pushing him out of his shell. As for me, well the work is growing, the organization is being laid out and for once since a long long time, i feel that i am actually making a diffrencence, like there is hope at the end of the tunnel. The last time i guess was when we had Iweb and we had strive so hard to achieve it, we had the lost boyz and we had each other. someone told me once long time ago that no matter how good Maradona was he still needed his team mates. that is so true,you can be the best player but if your team sucks then so would you (C.Ronaldo, i really hope your reading this hahahahah)
the coolest thing was finding a kindered soul in the most unlikely place. A phone call from sarawak and a rendezvous encounter in Penang, all i can say is wow. God sure knows how to set things up. Also this past month, i have met good friends and new sisters, as weird as it sounds, helping others is actually helping me (yup i dont get it too) but it does, as you listen to a problem or help others then somehow your troubles seems to disappear and you feel stronger. There was an issue with a person who could not let go, and i had hope to help them see that there are times you just have to let things go and be strong enough to make the change, though i dont think i did much good in that case. i just pray that it helps. We live in a life that is always entwine with others, community dictates that we evolve and adapt. we must adapt, for that is the purpose of life and we must fight. Dont let guidelines and rules control us, rules are there to guide us but as we evolve we become better, more mature and able to think for ourselves. So fight for what you want, times the pain and hardship bears down on you but remember the finishing line. think of the rewards that awaits you. So fight and keep on fighting. Always remember, what dont kill you, only makes you stronger..
Peace
