"he sat there reading the lyrics of the song, a single tear escapes his eye as he knows that this time there is no turning back, this time there is no more rescue, it is really over and she is walking away, the lyrics says it all,
His heart ache and his mind conjures up the history of them,
no one will be like her,
He misses the way she cares for him, cleaning up, taking of his clothes and room when he is in the city
He misses her supportive nature in his work, always asking and giving him stregenth in his tough times of work
He misses her passion and romance when they have been apart too long, the long kisses, the long nights 2gether
He misses all the times they stayed up and chit chat, holding each other till morning comes
He recalls how she was by his side at his uncles dinner,clapping and being proud of his performance for her
He recalls the happinest when he introduced her to his family during the dinner
He recalls the joy they had when they danced together that night
He is proud that she never lied to him about her work or meetings,karaoke or movies with others
He is appricites that she is never blindly jelouse of small things like artis picture or facebook postings
He remembers how she helped him prepare for his bangkok trip in aninternational tournument
He recalls her concern and worry when she heard of his knee injury in Bangkok
He remembers how she nurse him on his injury after he returned from Bangkok
He recalls her concern on him when he played for the next tournument as he was still injured
He is proud about her support and motivation on his team for their tournument
He remembers that wild and passionate nights they shared
He is proud of her soft demoure and never hitting or creating a scene
And all in all, he misses her presence in his life, the claming effect she has.
What he does not know was that all this only happen in his mind and it is a dream that he is missing, for this acts only happen when two people love and care for each other. And for months he tried, how he had sacrificed, fulfilling her needs and wants, he was for most times, chasing after a dream, for ever filling the empty slot with hope and excuses for her. It was never her fault, it was him. For her love for him was not true, it was more of a passing feeling, a partial love and that is why she is unable to do what he thought she did. One day, she will find her true love or another and even in the person never treat her as good, not as understanding, not spuuortive as he did but theirs will work because she would do what she never did for him. She would open up and make sacrifices to accept as the person is and the love and care will flow, he will be crushed as they love grow but life is such. I'm sorry goodbye."
In all, it is far easier to find fault of others, to make excuses to walk away and blame the other party, true love requires sacrifice and understanding, people makes mistakes for that is why we are called humans but our actions dictactes our direction. As a parent cannot stop loving a bad child, a best friend stays by his/her best friend even if the person is a jerk, we find happiness but some how, many try to find reasons, faults and excuses to make the happiness fail while others try to look past the short comings and focus on the goodnees to ensure the happiness grows. Which are we? the guy in the story is far from perfect but he tried while the girl is an beauty but she chooses to ignore the good that he had, his patience, supportive and love but rather hold back, so thiers would be a doomed journey.
Making mistakes are easy, learning from them and setting the pace for the future to avoid the mistake is what mature people do, what adults do to ensure the relationship grows. If you are in a rocky relationship, what fights happen, when he makes mistakes or she does, take 5 mins and remember the thing that made you for in love with the person in the first place and trust me the anger will disapper as you discover that its better to have a bit of rain as long as the sunshine is warm enough to dry the tears. If not, then I'm Sorry Goodbye.
Peace.
