Briefing Dato Seri on WCA
The cure to my soul
Anyway, the dinner is taking shape pretty good, yah some stressed moments coming but in all the team is looking pretty solid and not much booboo (well got la some) and as such we put forth the 900 dinner at Crown Plaze, KL. Running around and setting things up, i guess the hardest part of being the head is that i have to trust the team to deliver, the speech, media, seating and most important is the operations, being an operations man all my life, it is so hard to let go and just wait , with all this butterfly in my tummy, wincing and worrying where is the fumble going to come. i guess i do have a problem of letting go, even to those who hurt me, those that although i did wrong and doing my damnedest to make amends, kueh raya delivery to the home town, the thoughts, sms, emails and everything else but yet its ignored as if nothing existed. i guess in the end it surprised me that someone so close to me can act this way, i shudder to imagine the future for such a stone cold person but looking around, seems she is going on pretty well thus it goes back to my list of me being used and abused. Many people ask me why? i guess its the hope, i may have the undying hope syndrome (hahahahahah) and it is so hard for me to let go, i tend to dream of change and some miracle that would happen which would be like in the movies. Well, dreamers are that we are, we have to dream in something so that there is hope in despair. But in all aspect, there are times that we have to let go, for me, she is gone and will be a memory, i will find the best memory to keep with me and move on with my ilfe.For some, well for me, hope comes in places that i could never imagine, and frankly, i dont know how this will pan out in the next 45 days as i asked that i be given full immunity in the next 45 days for what ever i do (hahahahahah) as the love story of my dad and my mom.
The kids are fine, its just i miss them like crazy because of this crazy schedule of mine, langkawi, kedah and kl that has got me going round&round till i also dunno where i am hahahahah , if it was Paris, New York and KL sedap la jugak. so as we prepare for WCA, do make yourself free and come visit the greatest Paintball tournament on earth (and watch the Tune Talk LostBoyz MSN featuring in D1-more like us getting blasted)So as a parting blog, here are some pictures from this past crazy 20 days.Peace
Ami Chik's House
Aunty and Niece
Raya in KL-Mummy's House
Meeting with Dato Seri
The day that recharges me
Adik's killer pose
