Yup yup, it was my birthday a couple of days ago, you know what they say when your below 21, every birthday is a big event, after 30 then you just dont want people to remember it hahahahahah
The past months have been filled with a lot of hard work, seems WCA this year will be sweeter, why because its the hardest, losing some muscle from back home and as we try to put this event to be fully stand alone, is proving hard but where there is a will then there is a way. In all things in life we must beleive, faith in god and ourselves, even at the bleakest moment, a ray of sunshine may yet burst in and brighten up our day.People will do anything and fight anyone for what they want and for what they beleive in, i strongly believe in this principal that if we want to do something then do it all the way, give it all our effort and let us bleed, then only we would be able to measure and enjoy the sweetness of our labor. As WCA rolls forward, we are at our best to show once more why it is the best event of the year. May God guide us and bless us.
Our last MPOC was also this month and we manage to secure 2nd place, clearly our best placement this year. I think i am really out of shape and need training but with work and family, it is just too hard to balance. i pray for a better outing come WCA as i lead the 1Malaysia All Stars and LBZ ... times i just feel old hahahaha
Birthday started with a small yet meaningful celebration, it was much of a surprise to me that so many remembered and yet the celebration and the gidt was more then enough to warm my heart. This celebration with her was unexpected, never i thought i would be able to walk this path again and yet, even as we are on the path, seems to reach the final journey a few more sacrifices need to be made, it all, it was warm, touching and happy.
The second was with my brothers and family, some drove so far just to come and celebrate it. it was touching to see the old crew with the reminiscent of the old days. through it all i miss my brothers, the effort to hide it from the world is getting harder now days, the pain and suffering is shown in my eyes when i least expect and times my force gets weak. in truth, i am getting weary i think. Things or materials no matter how important they are just at times are not so important anymore, we strive and search for not only someone to share it with but someone to be by our side as we work towards it. "Money do not grow on trees" as my mom would always remind me, the world it seems to build around it, especially in the city, so much so that you cant tell if they are there for you or for what you can provide for them, in the old school ways, its a give and take, a man provides as it is his responsibility to do so and a woman provides comfort, care and love to ensure that a man is rested and able to fight yet again the next day.
As i draw another breath on this beautiful earth, i am glad that for those that has passed through my life and made it a joy to look foward towards another day.
PEACE
