Thru My Eyes...: Long overdue

Ahhhhh its 2014, Man..i turn 44 this year..how time flies.. how about all of you? how are you faring in this new world... As much things change and yet they stay the same, many have told me that and now finally i see what they mean.

A new year means a new slate, A new battle and a new year. After 2013, We thought we had it all covered, a big title corporate sponsor and yet it all dwindle down, again i am back paddling. Though all in all 2013 was kind and harsh, with lessons at every corner, betrayal ..one after another.

It started with work but of course, as we were comping with 2012, we had to back peddle for funds and events, expanding the company into KL, with a strong workforce but mid year it all failed. Jealousy and envy reign within the office halls and those who claim to be close and caring, left..not only left but tried to sabotage and ensure the failure of the journey but god is great and in the end, we ended up with a stronger team and delivered one of the most memorable WCA ever. Still the year ended with more betrayals,

Brothers of arms, at one time always helped each other and even had his account covered, came with a magical idea, conceptualized it, pitched it and in the end he just left us hanging.
Brother of arms as well, worked and delivered many projects with him but being blinded with greed, used us and left us again
Saying that "i wish you find happiness" and yet finding ways to injure and sabotage it is a betrayle of a painful nature. Still i endure and smile, wondering if they would ever understand what they did or how fake their words sound to me. Now i guess lets see if the value of them outweights the pain they had caused me. I mean, they know how much the person means and how hard is it for me to commit and when i take the step, far from being supportive, they just be cruel. truly.. weird. If there are flaws, then work and train it out, it was not that i have never done the same for them, they partners are not excalty kosher but far from listening to others or being a snob, i gave the person a chance and genulely accepted but when it came to my turn, Heck, always finding faults and being in my postion, cant even defend the person, they know what they did and i hope they realize that hurting something i love and care about brings a sour taste in my mouth and there is a price to pay for it, it is always a dish best served cold. Just pray no hiccups before i sink my fist in. Oh well, i leave it to God.

And yet,

The dawn of 2014 brings a sense of calmness in me, as i dedicate my time for my son, yes he is going for speech therapy and starting to show signs of improvements.
2014 brings together a strong team from the 2013 WCA, dedicated and able to fight battles and we take on the world with gusto and spirit.
2014 brings new brothers that focuses on advancement and success.
A year that bore a winning upcoming political canidate. It is now up to us to pave the road.

Kakak and Adik

All in all, it is a trying new year, as i swear to let it all go and focus on a new path, those who are strong and true, i pray will stay on with me, by my side and together we fight for a better tomorrow, no drama, improving our weakness and enhancing our strgenth. It will not be a smooth road and many decesions will effect many people and will hurt more people but choices have to be made, roads must be decided and together, lets hope that come 2015, january, i am able to write the success of it all.
Happy New Year Folks