Monday, January 27, 2014

Asyik a new path aje

Jeng Jeng Jeng, i am back ..hahahhaah been staring at the PC for the past 5 days, crcking this damn google app thing, pushing for a better 2014. It is time for growth, time for my son and daughter, in building this new cmpany in a new age, it is the old values that has served me well. Honesty, Loyalty and Humility. For we are only human and the roots that we have are enforced with the efforts that we do and the deeds we do.

Yah, 8 out of 10 people will disappoint us, will forget of us, will hurt us BUT 9 out of 10, given a chance, they will come back to value us, to finally realize how much better it was when we were in their life. In the end it those that are with us thru the hard times that we neglect most and yet they never leave us, its is does that is envious of our success, secretly cavorting us that we should be aware of. In the new world and age, where technology is the king and information is merely but a touch away, it is hard to imagine a world without news or update (REFRESH REFRESH) in an age of instagram and FB, we are all connected and it is far easier to hurt people when we dont even know it. My kids have FB and my daughter regularly update her status..she is 8 years old!! when i was 8 years old, i was still excited over watching TV3.. hahahahah

Anyhow, i guess it is the heart of a person that matters, i am truly blessed to have known, to learn and to be loved by those with a true heart and i try to keep myself to this ideals, there are times that i get side tracked but those close to me, dearest to me, will pull me back on track and for that i am thankful to them and to GOD for bringing them to my circle and ensuring that we are all connected, after all what is life with out circles.

Peace

A change in 2014.
I am now doing my own two sents review of movies.... go figure lah..

English
The Wolf of Wall Street

A much acclaimed picture, especially when it is linked to PM Najib son,(Seriously guys, if he wants to do movies or what ever, just because they are someone VVIP son does not make them ignorant lazy and proud, that is reserved for royalty )

Leonardo truly deserves an oscar for his performance here, the movie revolves around stock brokering,(if you want to know the plot then go and watch the movie la) The movie shows how a man can go up, lose his way and fall flat on his face but yet in true it all, he learns and truly changes himself to make not only his life better but to use the god given skills to turn other peoples life better.
Epic movie must see.

Ok thats all for now... as usual some pics and movie posters.. more reviews to come soon.

Peace
Scary Breakfast with my Mentor

She grows too fast

The playpen for the ferrets


See how they grow

A Wolf among sheep..sigh..apai apai

TV time during NWCAP 13

Lepaking in KL

Adik was so fascinated with the parrot

Wednesday, January 15, 2014

Long overdue



Ahhhhh its 2014, Man..i turn 44 this year..how time flies.. how about all of you? how are you faring in this new world... As much things change and yet they stay the same, many have told me that and now finally i see what they mean.

A new year means a new slate, A new battle and a new year. After 2013, We thought we had it all covered, a big title corporate sponsor and yet it all dwindle down, again i am back paddling. Though all in all 2013 was kind and harsh, with lessons at every corner, betrayal ..one after another.

It started with work but of course, as we were comping with 2012, we had to back peddle for funds and events, expanding the company into KL, with a strong workforce but mid year it all failed. Jealousy and envy reign within the office halls and those who claim to be close and caring, left..not only left but tried to sabotage and ensure the failure of the journey but god is great and in the end, we ended up with a stronger team and delivered one of the most memorable WCA ever. Still the year ended with more betrayals,


  • Brothers of arms, at one time always helped each other and even had his account covered, came with a magical idea, conceptualized it, pitched it and in the end he just left us hanging.
  • Brother of arms as well, worked and delivered many projects with him but being blinded with greed, used us and left us again
  • Saying that "i wish you find happiness" and yet finding ways to injure and sabotage it is a betrayle of a painful nature. Still i endure and smile, wondering if they would ever understand what they did or how fake their words sound to me. Now i guess lets see if the value of them outweights the pain they had caused me. I mean, they know how much the person means and how hard is it for me to commit and when i take the step, far from being supportive, they just be cruel. truly.. weird. If there are flaws, then work and train it out, it was not that i have never done the same for them, they partners are not excalty kosher but far from listening to others or being a snob, i gave the person a chance and genulely accepted but when it came to my turn, Heck, always finding faults and being in my postion, cant even defend the person, they know what they did and i hope they realize that hurting something i love and care about brings a sour taste in my mouth and there is a price to pay for it, it is always a dish best served cold. Just pray no hiccups before i sink my fist in. Oh well, i leave it to God.


And yet,


  • The dawn of 2014 brings a sense of calmness in me, as i dedicate my time for my son, yes he is going for speech therapy and starting to show signs of improvements.
  • 2014 brings together a strong team from the 2013 WCA, dedicated and able to fight battles and we take on the world with gusto and spirit. 
  • 2014 brings new brothers that focuses on advancement and success. 
  • A year that bore a winning upcoming political canidate. It is now up to us to pave the road.


Kakak and Adik
All in all, it is a trying new year, as i swear to let it all go and focus on a new path, those who are strong and true, i pray will stay on with me, by my side and together we fight for a better tomorrow, no drama, improving our weakness and enhancing our strgenth. It will not be a smooth road and many decesions will effect many people and will hurt more people but choices have to be made, roads must be decided and together, lets hope that come 2015, january, i am able to write the success of it all.
Happy New Year Folks

My princess
Peace.
Pyro Beat KL With Ezzany
Bukit Merah Resort

Lost but saved by Nissa

With my mentor at mountain bike challenge 2013

Jamming with DJ Hana K

The reasons of my being

Memories...

Adik turns 6

Smiling and active

NWCAP




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