Of those things

Its almost 6 am in the morning and i just got home. Where was i? out with some brothers ... anyway..just wanted to write..dont like it then log off ya..

Listening to Streets of Fire..One of my all time favorite... well it was hell of a week, work and work..till i cannot think and over board.. so ..pen a few..

To the one that feels i owe you and that im your my servant while your the master...

The world is round and till you are all alone then do not talk about lost or sacrifice, As you whine about how things are looking bad, have you yet forgotten how was it that we got here? how we had to rent a car and convince the powers that be to let us have the event. The event that not only changed our lives but the whole scene of the sport, Still after 4 years, you are never grateful that we are not merely running a cyber cafe nor your stuck in a lwa office that is slowing sinking, in spite of all the losses and all the pain, we have walked to the PM office, ministers office, Been in the inner circle of a former prime minister, who is now a mentor, Close and tight with a chief minister,in spite of all the cheating and betrayal of the people around us but yet we survive, we may not exploit it as others, we go with our hearts and hopes and hard work, till now we have partners across the country and within, people who trust our judgment and vision. Where does it come from? did it come from you? are you now putting and making the sacrifices needed to make it work or are you merely making noise from a safe spot and waiting to jump on the bandwagon. YES, before you gave the it breath but that was before, who pushed it thru, who holded your hand in dark times? Who has gained in the past two years? and who will this next few years, am i yet still have to give everything up? handle as minute as your bookings? why dont i just step up and move on my own, i mean i said three years and three years its up, if we cannot accept what must be done then i would be damn to be only bread winner the only one figuring things out, if anyone wants to be the boss of me then behave and take on the hat, if merely whining, my daughter also can. I want us to excel.. i want us to be all that we can be.. WE not YOU or I.. WE.

To the one that i still yet keep my hopes up.

Over and over i get hurt .over and over i feel used and abused but yet still after all this time, i guess its time to walk away and accept the fact that it is not working. If you cannot see it then i cant help you.If you think i am merely a person to call on when you need my help but not ever thinking of my needs and want, or how i am doing, thus what is the point of whining of love or poems of a life of eqtiqque when you cant even practice what you preach. The ball is in your court.

To those that think i am cold and heartless.

Yes i am, i do not have the heart . it is a must to be the leader of this world but yet i have never cheated anyone, never said NO to request of help if i am able to . THINK.

To those that think i owe you

Yes i do but i can only do so much, if you cant complete and take of the chances, i will not sacrifice my kids just merely to save you.

To the one that gave me the two jewels in my life

I now know why, kierra and Iddraqi are the reasons that i am still here fighting, after all the crap that you have been thru, i am happy that you have found happiness, glad even though i feel i may never find the happiness of being loved and cherish while being challenged i am glad one of us made it, for me, my journey is tied to the kids and it is to them that i dedicate my life to, that is why people or potential partners feel i am cold or abusive it because my priority is the kids.

To the one who gave me the chance

Yes i may owe but who doesn't, we fight and we do what we can.  The journey is not over yet.. it is merely starting

To the rest of you

Find your place in this world, if you cannot find it then create one for it is our role in the scheme of things that define who we are and that is what we will be remembered for. Find love and keep it close.

Peace

Asyik a new path aje

Jeng Jeng Jeng, i am back ..hahahhaah been staring at the PC for the past 5 days, crcking this damn google app thing, pushing for a better 2014. It is time for growth, time for my son and daughter, in building this new cmpany in a new age, it is the old values that has served me well. Honesty, Loyalty and Humility. For we are only human and the roots that we have are enforced with the efforts that we do and the deeds we do.

Yah, 8 out of 10 people will disappoint us, will forget of us, will hurt us BUT 9 out of 10, given a chance, they will come back to value us, to finally realize how much better it was when we were in their life. In the end it those that are with us thru the hard times that we neglect most and yet they never leave us, its is does that is envious of our success, secretly cavorting us that we should be aware of. In the new world and age, where technology is the king and information is merely but a touch away, it is hard to imagine a world without news or update (REFRESH REFRESH) in an age of instagram and FB, we are all connected and it is far easier to hurt people when we dont even know it. My kids have FB and my daughter regularly update her status..she is 8 years old!! when i was 8 years old, i was still excited over watching TV3.. hahahahah

Anyhow, i guess it is the heart of a person that matters, i am truly blessed to have known, to learn and to be loved by those with a true heart and i try to keep myself to this ideals, there are times that i get side tracked but those close to me, dearest to me, will pull me back on track and for that i am thankful to them and to GOD for bringing them to my circle and ensuring that we are all connected, after all what is life with out circles.

Peace

A change in 2014.
I am now doing my own two sents review of movies.... go figure lah..

English
The Wolf of Wall Street

A much acclaimed picture, especially when it is linked to PM Najib son,(Seriously guys, if he wants to do movies or what ever, just because they are someone VVIP son does not make them ignorant lazy and proud, that is reserved for royalty )

Leonardo truly deserves an oscar for his performance here, the movie revolves around stock brokering,(if you want to know the plot then go and watch the movie la) The movie shows how a man can go up, lose his way and fall flat on his face but yet in true it all, he learns and truly changes himself to make not only his life better but to use the god given skills to turn other peoples life better.
Epic movie must see.

Ok thats all for now... as usual some pics and movie posters.. more reviews to come soon.

Peace

Scary Breakfast with my Mentor

She grows too fast

The playpen for the ferrets

See how they grow

A Wolf among sheep..sigh..apai apai

TV time during NWCAP 13

Lepaking in KL

Adik was so fascinated with the parrot