Saturday, September 3, 2011

Shawal

And the month of fasting ends... Raya starts and again the most dpressing but yet happy times.. Depressed due to missing my dad&brothers(raya the most) thinking of those that have walked away&those that just met, where the journey would begin and where will it end.

Too many to write, the good news is of course the kids are here, sihat semua and now kierra is of age to visit zaki&izzany&tok walid dia. Im sure they are happy by this, now slowly train her. Although only amy&awe came back still, dini did come back and so mak&ayah happier. Nissa also managed to squeeze a short trip to spend a night with the kids&beraya... Time heals all wounds i guess. Her tunang is a good chap thus new chapter begins.

Last year raya, things were still so messy and although not much has changed but still many things have happen. I have changed and such. Although matters of the heart is still yet a big question mark but yet i dont feel it so much, ya the pain still tears me and i find it hard to open up or hope buttttt there are still yet hope and it is in hope that i hang on. I pray and i try for in the end that is about all i can do.

Come raya next year, only god knows what it will being but i wait for it and dream of it. For once u have hope then dreams will be born and dreams will lead to reality. And that folks is raya 2011. Here are some pics...
Peace&selamat hari raya.



My life....after raya with thier mom.



Getting ready for Yanti's engagement.



Dini and adik. He is being nice as dini taking of the sweets haha.
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